A condemned inmate is led to his cell on San Quentin’s loss of life row.

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SAN FRANCISCO — By age 46, Bob Williams had spent greater than half his life in isolation, ready to die on San Quentin’s loss of life row.

Williams was 18 when he raped and murdered 40-year-old Mary Breck at her Kern County dwelling in October 1994. The day earlier than, he had damaged into Breck’s dwelling and stolen her bank cards. He returned — initially with the intention of giving the gadgets again, he mentioned — however as a substitute brutally assaulted and strangled Beck, leaving her gasping for air in her bed room earlier than he went again to complete the killing. He was convicted of first-degree homicide and sentenced to loss of life.

By that time, Williams had spent his youth biking via juvenile corridor and foster houses. Unhappy as it might sound, he mentioned, getting despatched to San Quentin “was the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“I went to prison with the idea of No. 1, finding God, and if I could find God, find some kind of forgiveness if it was available,” Williams mentioned.

On loss of life row, he constructed a life amid the dank cells of concrete and iron stacked 5 tales excessive. He soaked up books on philosophy and spirituality, discovering solace within the poem “Invictus.” He had come to phrases along with his loss of life sentence, the prospect of deadly injection at all times looming, when resulting from political churns out of his management, San Quentin’s loss of life row was itself declared at an finish. During the last 5 years, its cells have been systematically emptied and its condemned males dispersed to different prisons.

Within the spring of 2022, Williams was uprooted from his solitary world and transferred to a jail in San Diego County. There, for the primary time in many years, he would eat with different males and stroll amongst them within the jail yard, feeling daylight on his face.

The state has transferred a whole lot of condemned males from San Quentin’s loss of life row to different prisons as a part of a plan to rework the ability right into a mannequin for rehabilitation.

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The transfers ushered in new freedoms for the inmates, who on loss of life row sometimes spent greater than 20 hours a day in single cells lined with metallic mesh that filtered out daylight. They had been handcuffed and escorted by armed guards anytime they left their cells. They largely ate alone and exercised in small teams. That they had little, if any, entry to courses and rehabilitative programming.

When it was Williams’ flip to depart, he left most of his belongings behind, passing out a few of his books and giving a guitar to at least one buddy, his artwork provides to a different. He packed his Bibles and prayer books and some items of prison-approved clothes. Then he boarded a van and traveled roughly 12 hours south to the Richard J. Donovan Correctional Facility in San Diego County, the place he discovered significant work as a chapel clerk.

A condemned inmate makes a cellphone name from his cell on San Quentin’s loss of life row.

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Williams marveled on the coastal sunsets, and stopped to select grass within the jail yard simply so he may odor it. On the yard, he performed softball and basketball like he was a young person once more, welcoming the physique pains that got here with vigorous train.

There have been additionally uncomfortable changes. He was ultimately assigned a cellmate, which made him uneasy at evening. And lots of the guards and different inmates appeared cautious of sharing area with males sentenced to loss of life.

“It’s a transition,” he mentioned. “And it’s a hard transition sometimes.”

San Quentin, lengthy dwelling to California’s most infamous criminals, is being reimagined as a jail centered on getting ready offenders for reentry into society.

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“Death row was voted [on] by the people of the state of California. And one individual, the governor, by a swipe of a pen decided to take it away and end it,” mentioned Patricia Wenskunas, founding father of Crime Survivors Inc. “He revictimized all of those family members that were promised and told that that individual would face death.”

The identical 12 months voters rejected the loss of life penalty initiative, they narrowly handed a competing poll measure, Proposition 66, aimed toward dashing up California’s execution course of by shortening the timeline for authorized appeals. However a little-known provision of Proposition 66 allowed the state to deal with condemned inmates in different prisons, the place they’d be required to carry jail jobs and pay 70% of their earnings to victims.

They be aware that a whole lot of condemned inmates have contributed greater than $229,000 in restitution since January 2020, when the transfers started.

Seventy p.c of the transferred inmates at the moment are collaborating in rehabilitative applications, based on the California Division of Corrections and Rehabilitation. Greater than 330 are enrolled in instructional programs, and 263 are concerned in self-help courses.

Alternatively, 99 condemned inmates have confronted self-discipline “for serious violations,” based on the division. Nonetheless officers mentioned, many of the transferred prisoners are exhibiting a decline in disciplinary factors on their information, which suggests “they’re engaging in programming options and have generally good behavior.”

For the prisoners, the transfers have introduced a broad number of experiences and feelings.

Many had grown accustomed to the solitude of loss of life row, its stale odor and the frequent rants from inmates in psychological well being disaster. They lived alone, with set instances for meals, yard entry and showers.

Some condemned inmates nonetheless reside in single cells of their new lodging, however others have been assigned cellmates or reside in dormlike settings. At some prisons, meals are shared within the chow corridor. So the transition has meant adjusting to group settings and all they entail: extra folks, eye contact, dialog, confrontation.

Kevin Bernoudy, 46, was sentenced to loss of life for a 2006 gang-related homicide in L.A. County. He has struggled in his first 12 months at California State Jail Solano, the place he was transferred to deliver him nearer to his spouse, whom he married in 2023.

Loss of life row was harsh, however got here with a way of order, says inmate Kevin Bernoudy. Transferring into the final jail inhabitants has meant interacting with younger guys, some with attitudes.

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Loss of life row was harsh, but in addition got here with a way of order and plenty of of his fellow prisoners had grown outdated behind bars. Shifting to the final inhabitants meant interacting with younger guys, a few of them with attitudes.

Bernoudy mentioned he acquired into an altercation with some youthful inmates in the summertime final 12 months. “They don’t want no structure. They don’t want to stop using drugs…. They don’t want to do nothing to help themselves,” he mentioned of the youthful guys. “If this is our future, it’s terrible.”

Bernoudy hasn’t been given a job but or enrolled in any courses, so his days now don’t look a lot totally different than they did throughout his decade at San Quentin.

However there have been perks.

Everybody on loss of life row used the identical nail clipper {that a} guard would hand them after they went to the bathe, he mentioned. Quite than use a shared clipper, Bernoudy mentioned, he would “wait until the shower, and I’d just peel my own toenails off.”

At his new jail, inmates should purchase their very own razors and nail clippers from the canteen. And the meals is healthier.

“They gave me a [chicken] leg, and to me that was like, wow,” he mentioned. “We don’t get that on death row. You’re not allowed to have bones.”

David Carpenter, dubbed the Trailside Killer, was sentenced to loss of life in 1984 for the murders of greater than half a dozen folks alongside Northern California mountaineering trails.

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Among the many condemned prisoners who’ve been transferred are folks convicted of a few of the most monstrous crimes in California historical past.

David Carpenter was sentenced to loss of life in 1984 for the murders of greater than half a dozen folks alongside Northern California mountaineering trails between 1979 and 1981, a grotesque spree that earned him the nickname Trailside Killer. At 94, Carpenter is California’s oldest condemned inmate.

In interviews performed by textual content within the spring of 2024, utilizing a pill supplied by the jail, Carpenter mentioned he was trying ahead to his switch to the California Well being Care Facility in Stockton.

“The main reason for all of us is the FREEDOM [we] will be able to experience,” he wrote.

Carpenter makes use of a wheelchair and a walker, so he was housed in a single cell. He mentioned he now will get a sizzling breakfast on daily basis and enjoys way more time on the yard. He enrolled in a pc training program and is looking for out alternatives for interplay, resembling attending jail church providers.

A guard stands watch on San Quentin’s loss of life row.

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In September, Carpenter contracted COVID-19 and fell severely ailing. He was moved to an isolation unit for a number of days and recovered. It was a stark distinction to 2020, when greater than a dozen loss of life row inmates died as COVID swept via the ward.

“All of us San Quentin inmates see being here as being in a retirement home environment,” Carpenter mentioned.

Raynard Cummings additionally mentioned life was higher since he left San Quentin, if solely marginally.

Cummings, 67, was condemned to die for his function within the deadly capturing of LAPD Officer Paul Verna throughout a site visitors cease in June 1983. Prosecutors mentioned that as Verna walked as much as his automobile, Cummings pulled out a gun and shot the officer, whereas his buddy, Kenneth Homosexual, jumped out of the automobile and unloaded a number of extra rounds into Verna. Each males had been convicted in 1985 and sentenced to die, although Homosexual has since been resentenced to life with out parole.

Final 12 months, with the prospects of transfers looming, Cummings advised The Instances he hoped to be despatched to a jail that was wheelchair accessible and the place he may get bodily remedy for his arthritis. However he was additionally ready for a extra confrontational relationship with the guards.

“They’re going to see I’m in here for a cop killing, and they all feel some kind of way about it,” he mentioned.

Final spring, Cummings was despatched to a high-security yard on the state jail in Lancaster. When he arrived, Cummings mentioned, he was mesmerized at seeing a full moon for the primary time since 1983. However he’s been postpone by what he describes as a common sense of chaos.

As of late fall, Cummings mentioned he had not discovered a job or enrolled in any rehabilitative teams. Nonetheless, he was glad to be out of San Quentin.

“San Quentin was 10 times, a million times worse,” he mentioned. “And they knew they could get away with it, because we were the worst of the worse, the despicable of the despicable.”

Like lots of the condemned inmates, Cummings already has been transferred a second time, a part of the continued prisoner shuffle as corrections officers handle area constraints and inmate safety classifications. This 12 months, he was transferred to Excessive Desert State Jail in Lassen County.

“There were genuine friendships that were grown from there,” Cathy Sarinana says of the loss of life row at Central California Ladies’s Facility. “We were like family.”

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Cathy Sarinana, 48, is one in all 18 girls condemned to die in California. She was cautious on the prospect of leaving loss of life row on the Central California Ladies’s Facility. Although arrange like a “chicken coop,” Sarinana mentioned, the ladies inside shaped a supportive neighborhood. At instances, “it was like high school,” she mentioned, with cliques and bickering. However “there were genuine friendships that were grown from there. We were like family.”

Sarinana and her husband had been convicted in 2009 of killing their 11-year-old nephew, Ricky Morales, on Christmas Day 2005 in Riverside County. Sarinana’s husband admitted to beating the boy earlier than he died, and he or she was accused of ongoing abuse. Quickly after Ricky was discovered useless, investigators discovered the physique of his 13-year-old brother, Conrad, encased in concrete in a trash can within the household’s carport.

Sarinana mentioned that her habits was the byproduct of years of bodily and emotional abuse by her husband. She agrees that she must be in jail, though she doesn’t suppose she deserved a loss of life sentence. Greater than something, she mentioned, she ought to have finished extra to guard her nephews.

“I still should have tried. And I live with that guilt every day,” she mentioned.

Inmate Cathy Sarinana, left, fearful in regards to the judgment condemned girls would face when moved off loss of life row. “Everyone here has done crazy stuff,” Sarinana says.

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However on loss of life row, Sarinana mentioned, she discovered the acceptance she’d lengthy craved.

The condemned girls loved a bit extra freedom than the lads at San Quentin, largely as a result of there have been so few of them. They had been allowed to congregate within the unit exterior their cells for some portion of every day.

She reminisced in regards to the potlucks the ladies would throw to mark holidays. That they had entry to large pots of water they may warmth with electrical rods. At Christmas, they made tamales. For Thanksgiving, Sarinana would make rolls stuffed with meat and cheese. And to have fun the marriage of Prince Harry and Meghan Markle, they usual fascinator hats out of cardboard and glitter.

Sarinana left the row in March 2024. She was transferred to a medical unit on the jail campus that accommodates prisoners, resembling herself, who use wheelchairs.

She fearful in regards to the judgment the condemned girls would face. Many had killed youngsters, their husbands — or each.

“Everyone here has done crazy stuff,” Sarinana mentioned. “We were worried about being shunned.”

It took months to acclimate to being round so many individuals. And after years of being cuffed when she left her cell, she didn’t know the right way to use her fingers. Turning doorknobs was tough.

However over time, Sarinana has warmed to her new surroundings. She works as a bunch facilitator with Velda Dobson-Davis, a retired chief deputy warden who now volunteers on the girls’s jail, working applications centered on trauma.

Sarinana nonetheless has moments when she misses loss of life row. Final Christmas, she was coping with a tough bout of melancholy. She remembered the video games the ladies performed throughout the holidays and their elaborate meals.

“I still crave that place,” she mentioned. “It’s morbid.”

Most of the inmates transferred out of loss of life row had grown used to the relative solitude. The transition to new prisons has meant adjusting to group settings and confrontation.

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Williams, the inmate who was 18 when he dedicated the crime that despatched him to loss of life row, mentioned his new lease on life is equally bittersweet. Final 12 months, he was moved once more, this time to the California Well being Care Facility in Stockton. He doesn’t prefer it as a lot as Donovan, however it’s nonetheless higher than loss of life row.

He permits himself to nurture a sliver of hope that at some point he may very well be resentenced and launched. However he’s nonetheless at peace with the notion of dying behind bars — whether or not from age, or execution.

“I’ve come face to face with it, and I’ve looked it in the eye,” he mentioned. “And I found life.”

Instances researcher Cary Schneider contributed to this report.